I just wish someone cared…
I don’t think you realize how worthless you make me feel. Yes, I know I’m a terrible daughter. Im sorry that I am unable to live up to your standards and that I’m not the perfect child like my poster child brother. Im not as smart or as talented or as ” well behaved”. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t try. That doesn’t mean that I don’t work my hardest to make you proud. But I know i will never live up to your standards so I might as well just stop trying. Whats the point?
it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam
My goal for today: make it through the day without crying
someone please help me….please….
I relapse and all he has to say is how frustrating it is for him…really? thats what you say? You tell me that me that my depression is annoying. Honestly? You have to be kidding.
Can you please just kill me?
What use to keep me going is gone. that motivation to get out of bed is non existent anymore. that sense of urgency is gone. So whats the point anymore? why am i still here?
i have so much homework that the amount of stress that it is causing is causing me to not be able to get anything done.